My first ever blog post! I wanted to share a bit about myself and why I do what I do. I welcome your feedback. Enjoy.
I was always intuitive. As a small child, I would talk to my parents about things that they could not see, and their reply was "you have a very active imagination, honey". I would see colors, feel emotions and see people that weren't there. I would get very scared and no one could explain what I was seeing to me with any satisfaction. I thought maybe I was weird or even worse, a bit crazy.
I was born into a world I didn't understand and wondered what the point of it was. I was the kid who asked the questions like “Who am I?” or “Why are we here?” I wanted to understand the purpose of this life. There was so much discontent from the lack of answers that I became depressed and full of despair. Life seemed quite pointless. I became weak and kind of sickly, as if there was little will to live. When I was 11 years old, after many bouts of tonsillitis, my tonsils were so infected they had to be removed.
I went in for a routine tonsillectomy and actually died. I was coding, and my mom was in the room with me, she was screaming for the doctors and nurses and they started working on me. As I left my body, I had the typical and often recounted near-death experience...going down a hallway and in each room off the hall seeing a catalog of earlier life. When I reached the end and there was bright light, I knew there were other beings with me and they casually asked me a question: "So, do you want to stay, or go back?"
I thought for a minute...I really didn't think it was a good idea to leave my family and wanted to go back and help everyone. I said that I wanted to return, and whoosh! I was in my body there were paddles on my chest and people were working on me. My mother was crying and as I reassured her, I passed out for hours or could have been days.
But the point is, I came back to help. And since I had suffered from poor health so much in my life, it has been my greatest passion and motivation to help ease the suffering of others, and help others see what I see, and have the healing I have had. To help others have a Greater Joy and appreciation of life.
I have studied many methods of alternative and holistic healing and am now quite healthy, and live an active and inspired life. As I embraced life giving principles and substances, my body and being responded. And I am certain, as you learn to tap into your own healing wisdom and be true to yourself, you will too.